| meow |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|11:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Birthday Massacre - Lover's End | ] |
I haven't updated this thinger in quite awhile. The summer has been ok I guess. I haven't really gone anywhere out of town for the summer. I've just been here. I can't believe school starts on the 30th again. I just have about three weeks left and thats it. :(
I've seen quite a few good movies lately. I saw Lost In Translation, Prey For Rock and Roll, Till Human Voices Wake Us, and Say Anything. I loved the movie Lost In Translation...its definetly one of the few good movies that I've seen this past year. The soundtrack is pretty good too. Its got music from Kevin Shields from the band My Bloody Valentine and it also has music from a few members of the band Air. I feel like watching that movie again now....hehe.
My b-day went ok. It was on the 22nd of July. I got a few cool gifts from friends and family members. I got the new Birthday Massacre cd, two new shirts, a hello kitty purse, and a few other little cool things.
When I got my new Birthday Massacre cd in the mail the other day it came with letter from the singer of the band that she signed....she even put cute little stickers on it. hehe. I thought that was sweet of her to do that for the fans. She just did that though for the first 200 people that bought the cd. I wish I could see them in concert....it sucks that they are from Canada and they aren't on a major or independent record label....they release their records themselves so the chances of the coming are very small and Canada is so far away so the chances of them coming to Texas are really small because of that too. To anyone that hasn't heard of The Birthday Massacre go listen to them....I've gotten a few of my friends into this band....a lot of them say that they kind of remind them of Snake River Conspiracy and Orgy....so yeah check out their website at http://www.nothingandnowhere.com and listen to their songs under the music section and listen to their song clips for the album Violet. |
|
|
| untitled |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shinedown - Lost In A Crowd | ] |
The past few days I've been worrying quite a bit. Not about me but about others that I care about a lot. Mainly just two people that I know because they are both going through the death of someone that meant something to them. I worry a lot about the people I care about such as my friends and family because they all mean something to me. Its like this weird connection how when you know someone you care about is hurting or going through something you get this weird chain reaction of what they feel sort of....I don't know how to describe it. I'm just really sympathetic. So far the people that I've been worrying about have been telling me they are ok...and I'm hoping they are...they know I'm here for them whenever they need someone to talk to. I may not be the kind of person that knows exactly what to say all the time...I'm usually just better at listening but I definetly try my best to cheer people up when I can.
I should probably go to sleep already but I just felt the need to write. I can't sleep... probably because my cold that I got last week got worse so it gives me a hard time to try to go to sleep.
There's just one week left of classes for summer session 1. I'm glad....I'm gonna need to get a job soon though. I really hope I get one.
Yesterday was the Shinedown and Soil concert in Corpus Christi. I didn't get to go. :( I wish I would have gone...I've been wanting to see Soil again in concert for quite awhile already.
Tomorrow I'm probably gonna have to watch two movies and write reports on them for my history class. I might go to some picnic with my mother tomorrow afternoon if it doesn't rain. Other than that I have no idea what I'm gonna do tomorrow. |
|
|
| need to update this thinger.... |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|04:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Goldfrapp - Lovely Head | ] |
Ok I just thought I would write a quick entry here because I haven't written one here in almost a month. Yes I'm still alive and yes I have not gone into hibernation....I've just been busy with school and work that I haven't really had any time to get online that much anymore. Next month I shall have a little more time to write my pointless weird entries again. So I probably won't write another entry here until next month.
Today I went to the mall. I didn't buy anything I just looked around and had to go replace my cellphone because its been acting like an idiot for about almost a week already. The good thing was my phone was still under warranty so I was able to get a new phone without having to pay for it. After that I just came home and now I'm writing my pointless entry.
I'm bored so I'm gonna put a list here of good cds that I've just started listening to lately in case any of you are bored and want to hear these cds :
Shinedown - Leave A Whisper : This is a pretty good cd. My favorite songs off of this cd would have to be "Fly From The Inside", "In Memory", and "45". I really want to go see this band with Soil in Corpus Christi. I doubt I'll be able to go but I really want to go.
Goldfrapp - Felt Mountain : A certain very cool friend of mine that I have on my list of friends here told me about this band a few days ago. So I went ahead and d-loaded this cd....Its really really good. :D This band definetly does remind of me Massive Attack and Portishead kind of stuff. Its very calm and nice to listen to. My favorite songs off of this cd would have to be "Utopia", "Pilots", and "Lovely Head". The entire cd is really really good but those are the 3 songs that stand out the most to me.
Our Lady Peace - Naveed : I just started listening to this cd recently. I've liked OLP for quite awhile now but this cd is probably there best in my opinion. Its great all of you should definetly hear it.
Apocalyptica - The Best Of... : This defintely is the cd that has all of Apocalytpica's best songs. I love this band because of the whole violin and other prettyful instruments they have in their music and how they have a few elements of a little bit of metal a little bit in some of their music.
Massive Attack - 100th Window : This cd is amazing!!!! I adore it. I finally got all the songs to this cd and its really really good. I love Massive Attack so I'm really glad to have gotten all the songs to this cd now. All of you must hear this cd...its amazing. My favoritest songs on this cd would have to be "What Your Soul Sings", "Everywhen", and "Butterfly Caught".
Velvet Revolver - Contraband : Oddly enough I really really like this cd. For some reason I thought I would hate it but I really really like it...yeah weird. Anyways the songs that really stand out to me are "Dirty Little Thing", "Slither", and "Headspace". So yeah..check out this cd its actually pretty good.
Ok thats the list of all the newer cds that I just started listening to lately.
Nothing new has really been going on in my life. Its just been boring and filled with busyness like it usually is. I guess thats all for this entry. I just felt like filling up this entry with pretty much nothing important ...that and I thought I would say hello to everyone that I have on my friends list that read my diary and I shall catch up on reading your diaries as soon as possible and that I hope all of you are ok right now. |
|
|
| my throat hurts!!!!! grrrr!!!!! its evil!!!!!! |
[May. 22nd, 2004|01:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | VNV Nation - Lastlight | ] |
Ok my throat really started hurting yesterday. I think I'm getting sick or something. I felt like crap all day. Maybe its just almost that time of the month for me. I don't know.... all I know is that I started felt like crap ever since the beginning of yesterday. I feel like ripping my eyes and throat out they hurt.
Today I did absolutely nothing. I just went to work and went through the class schedule for Summer Session 1 for what classes I can take over the summer at LCC. I might as well take a class or two just to get those classes out of the way. College already turned me into a insane insomniac so I might as well do something constructive with my time like take a few classes and get a job.
I might go out with a few friends tomorrow. I don't know yet. I hope I do. Even though I already hung out with friends earlier this week, just going to work and staying home gets kind of boring during the summer. I get bored too easily and too quickly with just staying home and I might as well hang out with all my friends as often as I can for the next week and a half since summer session 1 starts on May 31st. So once that begins I'll be insanely busy with work and school again for a entire month. lol... And I said I wouldn't be taking any classes over the summer. I have no idea why I'm even taking these classes I guess I'm taking them because I'm starting to feel kinda lazy and I just want to get those classes out of the way.
I guess thats all I have to write about. Nothing to interesting. I just felt the need to write something so I thought I would write a entry here right now. Ok I'm ending my entry now because I feel like my head is gonna explode so I think I'm gonna go to sleep. |
|
|
| ok week |
[May. 21st, 2004|01:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Abandoned Pools - Clone High theme song | ] |
Ok I know my diary looks really plain right now. I'll try to fix it up and make it look a bit nicer sometime within the next 7 days.
So far my week has been ok.
On Monday I hung out with my friends Stacey and Ruben and we watched "Hedwig and the Angry Inch". It was a pretty good movie. Really different kind of musical movie. It was kind of like Rocky Horror in a way I guess. I dunno.
On Tuesday I went to the mall with Stacey. The bear that sits on that chair at that mall scares me. It looks like its just gonna jump out of its seat and attack people. lol. It has such a mean and angry face. I wanted to buy some things at the mall. I hate not having the money to buy anything at the mall. I didn't buy anything. After the mall we just hung out at my house and watched "Ghost World" and that was about it.
On Wednesday I went to youth group. That was about it. After that I went to sleep. I like sleep. Sleep is good.
On Thursday I watched "Big Fish" with my mom and stayed home and did nothing and then worked. woo-hoo! lol. I hate work. But yeah I might as well work to get some experience with working so that way when I do get a actual job that pays me then I won't be such a crappy worker and will be able to get the whole working thing a little easier.
This weekend I have no idea what I'm going to do. The majority of my friends are now in town but by this weekend all of them should be in town so hopefully by then I'll be able to hang out with all of them more often after that. This weekend I'll probably go job hunting again and hang out with some friends on Sunday. |
|
|
| mooooooo |
[May. 13th, 2004|12:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Madonna - Drowned World/Substitute For Love | ] |
I thought I would update this thinger since I'm bored at the moment. I don't really have much to write about here. I've just been looking for a job and sleeping like a lazy bum. weeee!!! I deserve the sleep though. lol. I've earned my lazy bummness sleep from all the lack of sleep I got this semester. So I've been making up for it and sleeping about 11-13 hours a day. lol. Yeah I know I'm lazy. I love sleep though! =)
I'm so behind on reading journals here. I've just not been online lately since I've been working, sleeping, and trying to look for a job. I've been such a lazy bum lately. I think this weekend I shall reward myself from the hard work and looking for job work that I've done and be online all day Sunday so I can read journals here and bother everyone online! Yay!
I want to go to Curiosa in Houston in August. Me must see The Cure, Auf der Maur, Muse, and the many many other good bands at this festival. Lolla, Warped, and Ozzfest don't even look worth going to this summer. Curiosa is definetly the rock festival thing that looks the most interesting to me. I think I shall start hinting out to my friends to give me a little bit of money for my b-day so I can get me-self a ticket for Curiosa. I must see The Cure!!! If I don't get much money from my friends then I guess I'll have to make a yard sale and sell all my old useless junk. Hey I need all the money I can get. That or I'll have to start a "Give Kitty Your Money So She Can Go See The Cure" Fundraiser. lol. Yeah so any of you that want to donate money to me you can donate $100 bills and $50 dollars bills if you like. The more money you send the more likely I'll love you forever and ever. lol. (I'm only kidding). I wouldn't start a fundraiser. I'll just have to work for the money, sell old junk to get the money, or get my friends to give me a little bit of money for my b-day so I can get the ticket. Me no likey being broke.
Finals are done. I'm done with classes for this semester. So I'm off from school for the next three months! Wooo!!! I still haven't gotten back my grade results for this semester but I know I did really goood on my finals so I don't have to worry about my grades then. =)
Everything has been pretty good the past few weeks. Last week and the week before that were insanely stressful and I was very sleep deprived. This week has been really boring. This week I've been sleeping a lot and just working so I guess thats better than working from the moment I wake up to the moment before I go to sleep because of work or school(yeah thats how tiring college and working can get. its non-stop, non-fun work all day long. Your lucky if you even get 3 1/2 to 4 hours of sleep on a normal school day if you have to work and do school stuff.) I'm so glad its the summer now!!!!! Yay!!!! Now I can sleep anywhere between 8-13 hours of sleep a day!!!! :D
I'm looking foward to the summer. The majority of my friends will be in town for the summer so yay! I get to bother lots of people for the summer!!! Yay!!! :D I'm not looking foward to working. I'm looking foward to the money from work! Money!!!! I like money!! Yay!!! lol. Actually I probably won't even end up using the money. I should really save up the money for when I move out of town and transfer out of LCC to another college out of town to Austin or something (hopefully I can transfer out not this coming fall semester but the following one. I really want to transfer out and study the stuff I want to really really study). I need to find a job soon. I'll probably have to continue job hunting this weekend. I need to find a job soon. |
|
|
| the most evil week during the year.... |
[May. 2nd, 2004|11:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anthrax - Be All, End All | ] |
Yeah its finals week now. I start my finals tomorrow. Its the most evil week of the year. This is the week that sleep deprivation will haunt me the most. grrrr. I need sleep. Last week I didn't sleep much because I had tests one after the other and then they gave me reviews for finals and now this monday-thursday I'm gonna have finals. I'm gonna be so sleepy at the end of the week.
I'm not gonna write much in this entry. I don't have the time to. I should really get to studying now. A lot of stuff did happen this past week but I'll post later on during Thursday or Friday to let you all know the short version of whats been going on in my life for the past two weeks. |
|
|
| The Orgy concert |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|09:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sore | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Orgy - The Obvious | ] |
Ok I know I took pretty long to finally decide to post my entry about the concert. This week I was pretty tired and busy so I decided to post the entry now. The concert was great!!!! ahh! I'm still there in my head. lol. The weird thing about the concert was that the only thing that hurt a lot after the concert was my thumb on my right hand. lol. Usually my ribs or back hurt a ton after concerts. I'm just sore right now because its almost that time of the month for me.
The day of the concert was pretty insane but great. At first my friends and I went to Sam Goody because thats where the autograph signing was supposed to be. The evil people at Sam Goody just made us wait around for almost an hour after the band was supposed to be there by not telling us that the band was behind two soundchecks so the people that were there were going to have to go to the venue to meet the band before the concert begins. The people that worked at the venue were really rude. They didn't even let me talk to the band that long. grrr. Well I'm glad I at least got to meet the band. They were really nice, sweet, and polite guys so I'm glad I at least I got to meet them and talk to them for just a bit.
Ok now I shall stop my rambling about before the concert and now talk about the concert. Orgy sounded great live. I think I'm obsessed now. hehe. Jay Gordon even pointed at me during some song. I forgot which one. lol. I guess I shouldn't be too excited about that since he did point a few times throughout the concert at other fans. I usually only get pointed at, at concerts if I seem to be one of the few people at the concert that seems to know all the lyrics or I'm just going crazy in the pit. For not having toured in quite a long while they sounded a lot better than I expected. They sounded absolutely wonderfully wonderful live. During "Blue Monday" Jay was walking around in front of the pit and then at one point he let one of my friends sing into the microphone. It was so funny because he didn't even realize he sang into the microphone until after the concert. lol.
The set list they played too was really good. They played :
Suckerface
Dissention
Vague
107
Fetisha
The Obvious
Blue Monday
Eva
Opticon
Inside My Head
Fiction
Stitches
Yes this was the exact set list. I'm not sure how the set lists will be for the upcoming shows. They mainly played stuff from Vapor Transmission at this concert that I went to.
I'll try to post some pictures that my friends and I took at the concert next week if I have time to. |
|
|
| work is evil! |
[Apr. 17th, 2004|02:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lacuna Coil - Cold Heritage | ] |
I did some community service work this past week. All I have to work on now is just 9 hours. I'll finish that up though next thursday and friday. I have to go to work a in a little while. noooooooooo. I hate working. I was supposed to study today for my two tests on tuesday and the test I have the day after the Orgy concert. Now I'm probably not gonna have enough time to study for all of them this weekend. grrr. I guess I'll just have to study as much as I can and hope that I can pass all three tests even though I'll probably only have time to study for one for the next few days.
The Orgy concert is three days away. Yay! I'll probably go early during the day to San Antonio since the concert starts at five (yeah thats too early, its weird). I'll probably go early so I can hang out with my friends for awhile before the concert starts because as soon as the concert ends I have to come back home because I have a test the following day. blah.
I don't really have much to write about her so next time I write in here then it will probably be about the concert and going to SA. So I guess thats all for this entry. |
|
|
| Happy Belated Easter |
[Apr. 12th, 2004|04:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sevendust - Broken down | ] |
I hope all of you had a good and relaxing Easter. Mine was ok. I worked all day long on Friday and Saturday. It was tiring. On Sunday I did absolutely nothing. I needed the rest. On Friday and Saturday I didn't even have time to work on homework and yesterday I was too lazy to work on any homework at all. I worked on a little bit of a work today. Earlier today I went to the library to go ask for community service hours. I need to work on 19 hours of community service before the end of this month. blah. Not fun. No fun at all.
I got lots of good candy for Easter! Yummful candy! =D On Easter I went to church with my parents and then after that we went to go eat and then we came home and watched "Cheaper By The Dozen" and "Mona Lisa Smile". To be honest I didn't like both of the movies. The kids in the movie Cheaper by the dozen were just insanely annoying that I felt like poking out their eyes and feeding them to possums. The movie Mona Lisa Smile wasn't that good either. I dunno why. I just didn't like it. |
|
|
| Easter! Yay! Orgy Concert! Yay! |
[Apr. 8th, 2004|12:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Birthday Massacre - The Neverending Story | ] |
Ok I don't really care all that much about holidays but I'm just glad I have four days off from school. Yay I'm gonna get 8 hours of sleep for the next four days! Yay! I can't even remember the last time I got a full nights sleep. Maybe I should just hibernate for the next four days instead. lol. I still have a lot of homework though and I have to go to work on doing community service kind of work this weekend. blah! I need to do that this weekend since I'm going to the Orgy concert in SA on April 20th and thats on a Tuesday. Yay!!! Weeee!!! The only bad thing though is I have a test the following day after the concert so I have to come back right after the concert probably. I wanted to skip the day from school and spend time with my friends up in SA. I guess I can't now since I have a test and it would be a bad idea for me to stay in SA and miss any classes since the week after the concert I have finals. blah. So I'm gonna need to study all of next weekend for the two evil tests I have during the day of the Orgy concert and the day after the Orgy concert so I can go see Orgy in concert during the week on the 20th. Yay!I can't wait! I love concerts! I love going out of town!! Meowy!!!!! I think SA is gonna be the first group of people to see Orgy in concert and I think the last time they went touring was about 4 years ago. |
|
|
| good weekend |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|11:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sigur Ros - Violr Vel Til Loftarasa | ] |
Even though I didn't do much this weekend I have to say this weekend was pretty good. It was nice and relaxing and pretty much all of last week was pretty blah because of stress from lots of things but thanks to all of my friends they helped me feel tons better. I'm so grateful I have the good friends I have. Even the little things they did for me helped me feel so much better.
Yay its just a few days till my Easter break begins. My last day of class is this Thursday. My brother won't be coming down since hes stuck working around Easter break. I wanted him to come so I could bother him. wah! I dunno what I'm gonna do yet for Easter. I think I'll be going to my mothers sister's house since she always usually invites us for every holiday. She makes great food and she really is great at making people feel welcome at her house so I'll be looking foward to being at my aunt's house for Easter...thats if my family and I do go.
I will be going to the Incubus concert after all thats gonna be this September. Yay!!! *dances around like a 7up dot*. hehe. The ticket was a little more than the usual cheap concert tickets I buy but it should be worth it. Incubus always has had really good bands open for them in the past. So yay! I'll get to see more than one good band! Hopefully I'll be able to go to the Orgy concert to this month. One of my friends has an extra ticket and offered to give it to me. The only problem is that its on a school day so if I go I have to come back right after it ends since the day after I'll probably be starting on reviews for finals the following week. I think I'll try to go. I need a little relaxation, fun, and a break before the stress from finals begin.
I had a really weird dream the other day. I dreamt that I went out for coffee with my one of my friends but we went to go for coffee to go talk to Robert Smith from The Cure. In my dream Robert Smith was my friends grandfather. lol. This is the second time I dream about a singer being related to her. The first time Elvis Costello was her uncle and now in this dream Robert Smith was her grandfather. Pretty much nothing happened in the dream except me, my friend, and Robert Smith going for coffee and then we all went to the park to go play on the swings. Thats basically all that happened. I need to have more weird dreams more often.
This weekend I felt a lot more happier and a lot less stressed out which is great. I'm looking foward to this Thursday as well which is my last day of class before Easter break. So it looks like everything should be going great for the next few days. I feel as though nothing can really bring me down now. So I'm pretty happy that I feel that way now. |
|
|
| its almost Easter... yay!!! |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|11:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Soil - Pride | ] |
I didn't even realize next week was Easter. lol. Yay! I finally get a four day weekend! woo-hoo! *dances around like a little weirdo* I usually don't get too excited about holidays but since I've been insanely busy I need the rest so I'm gonna be a lazy bum and sleep! weeeeee!! I hope my parents and I go visit my brother for Easter Day. Going to go bug my brother and go to Austin would be funness.
It looks like I'll have to call my friend Stacey tomorrow since I can't pay her for the ticket for Incubus concert since I can't go. My parents made the whole not going to the Incubus concert definite. Yeah. Its sucks. I wanted to go. I'll just explain to her why I can't pay her for the ticket and I'll just tell her to sell it to another friend of hers since she loves Incubus a lot. I'm pretty sure Stacey will understand. Most of my friends are pretty great and understanding people so I'm sure she'll understand.
The next few days before that I'll probably be insanely busy. I've got tests one after the other before that and two projects due the next few days that I haven't even had time to work on. I think the best advice to tell someone who hasn't gone to college is to DON'T GO! lol. Ok I'm kidding. Thats by far one the worst decisions you can ever make for yourself in life. I've known a few people that decided to not go to college at all or right away and didn't live with their parents and they admitted to me that that was probably the worst time of their life. Sometimes I wish I hadn't gone to college though but in the end I know its worth it. I'm still learning new things so learning new things makes me feel good about myself sometimes. My Easter break should hopefully be nice and relaxing and I'll get to bother all my friends when they come down for Easter. Yay! I shall kidnap them and turn them into tiny little minature doll sized people and make them all live in my guitar case and fatten them up by making them eat cake and cookies forever! Moohahahahahaha*snorts* hehehe. Ahhh.. my candy is making weird and its makeing me choke too. Evil caramel! lol. Its good though. |
|
|
| to the anonymous noter |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|11:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Skinny Puppy - Rodent | ] |
You know what anonymous noter. If think you are so bold and heartless then you would have left me a note here signed with your real name or diary name. So that proves that you are a coward since you didn't sign your name. You are not worthy enough of fighting with me and would be a complete waste of time to fight if your not gonna sign your name here on lj. Only children and cowards don't respond by posting back on diaries notes with their real name or lj name that they have been reading. I could care less what you say to me here or say about me behind my back. You want to start a war with me then fine by me. |
|
|
| meowyful music |
[Apr. 2nd, 2004|09:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Birthday Massacre - Broken | ] |
Ok I'm insanely bored right now so I thought I would write a entry since theres still a lot of time left before I go into my next class.
I'm so glad its finally the weekend. Now I'll finally have the time to relax and be a lazy bum. I miss being a lazy bum.
Ok I'm bored so I'm gonna post here a few cds I've been listening to a lot lately that I think all of you should check out if your bored and feel like listening to more stuff:
Soil : Redefine - this cd is super-de-duper good. I love every song on this cd. I'm super obsessed with the song "Obsession" that song is just sooo good. Other songs that are pretty good are "Redefine", "Deny Me", "Remember", and "Pride".
The Birthday Massacre : Nothing and Nowhere - this cd is insanely good. I love every song on this cd as well. My favorite songs off this cd would have to be "Horror Show", "To Die For", and "Broken". This cd is no longer available to buy, but you should check out some samples of their songs on http://www.nothingandnowhere.com and if you like them then you should join their streetteam and they'll give you all of the mp3s from that cd for free. =)
Anthrax : Sound Of White Noise - I've had this cd for a long time already but I just got back into listening to Anthrax a lot again. This cd has lots of good songs in it. Some of the are my favorites right now are "Only", "Packaged Rebellion", and "Black Lodge".
Apoptygma Berzerk : 7 - This is pretty different from the stuff that I usually listen to. I've been listening to more electronic music like this band a lot more lately. My favorite songs from this cd would probably have to be "Mourn", "Non-Stop Violence", and "Nearer".
Ljungblut - This band doesn't have a cd out but from the demos that I've heard from them they are insanely great. Ljungblut is a side project of Kim from Zeromancer. I posted the link here before but I thought I would just post it again. http://www.ljungblut.com/media/
Madonna : The Immaculate Collection - Yeah I've recently became a Madonna fan. lol. So what? We all have guilty pleasures when it comes certain stuff we listen to in music. And if you deny that then your just a liar. This cd is pretty good. This cd basically has all her hits that came out before 1990. I remember hearing a lot of those songs back when I was a kid so I felt listening to the songs and I d-loaded the cd for old times sake. |
|
|
| insane day |
[Apr. 1st, 2004|12:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Orgy - Make Up Your Mind | ] |
Yeah today has been pretty tiring and insane. I already had tons of homework and all the little problems that kept happening throughout the day just made it take a lot more time for me try to finish my homework thats due tomorrow. It looks like I'm gonna have to stay up late now and try to study for my test and finish watching that movie that I have to watch for my history class I have to turn in tomorrow. I really should be working on my homework but I thought I would write a quick entry. I'm gonna go to sleep late anyways so theres no point trying to fight it because either way I'm gonna go to sleep late again.
I went to the court thing today. I have to pay for the damages and stuff from the car wreck by doing 19 hours of community service. Oh what fun! I don't even have time to work and finals are coming up in about four weeks and I have a bunch of projects due within the next two weeks. Its gonna be so stressful now working and doing the community service thing, and worrying about projects and upcoming finals.
It looks like I might not be able to go see Incubus now. I don't know how to I'm gonna be able to explain to my friend that I'm not gonna be able to go now. I really hate letting down friends when I can't go to a concert with them and I promise them that I can. My dad found out about my whole diary thing here so now everythings ruined for me for that concert. :( I hope I'm at least able to go to a concert sometime by the end of this month. I'm already gonna miss Soil and I loveeee Soil so I really want and deserve to see Orgy in San Antonio so hopefully with my insane constant work that will make me feel like a zombie for the next few weeks will let my parents be a little nice and let me have a little treat like go to the Orgy concert. |
|
|
| to the nosey people who have been reading my diary |
[Mar. 31st, 2004|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Drowning Pool - Tear Away | ] |
I have had a really crappy day. It so nice to know that I can't trust anyone in my family because they like to butt in and blab everything. Thank you reading my diary and blabbing it to everyone! Not only have you caused tons more problems for me but you've made lots more stuff complicated. So thank you for doing that. I just love having problems! Its so fun! You know what why don't you find something better to do other than reading peoples journals behind their backs without them knowing. I didn't even tell you about my diary so what makes you think you were invited to come read my diary and share with everyone in the family what I had to say and make things complicated for me. Don't you have anything better to do other than lurking and reading my diary without me knowing about it (or so you thought, you really thought you were gonna get away with reading my diary without me knowing didn't you?) ? You know what, what you did is a really creepy thing to do its kind of like stalking someone. How would you like it if someone did the same creepy thing you did to me and blabbed all your thoughts to everyone in the family? I can tell that when you did that to me that my feelings meant nothing to you by your stepping all over my feelings and treating my personal writings as entertainment for you to blab to everyone. I was using LJ as a place to write about my day, my feelings and thoughts. Some things were exagerrations and some things weren't. I take back nothing I say in this diary. This is where I wrote all my stuff and I regret nothing I say in this because the stuff I say in this is supposed to just stay here and be known to the people who I gave the right to know about me. I know you have read my past diaries before. I thought I would be able to just bite my tongue and not say anything like I did the last time but by you doing this behind my back again has not only hurt me but upset me once again. I was gonna shut up and not say anything to you but you left me with no other choice but to tell you what you needed to be told because I really have nothing more to lose by telling you this. I now see that you are not the person I thought you were. You are the kind of person that likes to butt into someones life and blab and gossip like a little child. My whole view of you that use to be good has really been nothing but a lie. So I guess my lesson for the day is to never think you can trust anyone thats related to you because they just love making your day worse than it already it is.
I'm sorry everyone that I have added as my friend on here on LJ. I just really needed to vent because I've had a really blah day and I needed to say what I needed to say to the people that have been reading my diary behind my back before I felt like I was gonna explode. To the people who I have added as a friend or they have me added as a friend on LJ this has nothing to do with you. I'm not angry with you. I'm angry at the people that read my diary without me knowing that thought they could get away with reading my diary. |
|
|
| to all readers of my journal |
[Mar. 31st, 2004|03:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dope - I Am | ] |
I think I may make this journal friends only. I usually never really have anything personal to say in this thing but I'm probably gonna make it friends only entries anyways. Usually most of my entries and stuff have pretty much the same thing in them. Which is me venting my anger for the day or the week. Or if the entries aren't about that then they are just weird pointless stuff I say when I'm hyper. I've been pretty stressed lately with lots of stuff so I have to admit I do exaggerate stuff that goes on once in awhile when my day has a been bit blah. I'm not saying I'm a liar, I'm just saying that I exaggerate a little bit about a few things. I don't lie because I can't stand it when people lie to me. I take back nothing I've said in the past in my entries. This is my journal so I'll say whatever I want in it. I need my place to write about the stuff I want and that place is here in lj. I've deleted diaries before and later realized that it wasn't worth it because I lost a lot of entries that meant something to me. So I'm not deleting this diary. This is just my entry to let you all know that I'm making either future entries friends only or this diary friends only. |
|
|
| end of spring break |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|04:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Motley Crue - Too Young To Fall In Love | ] |
Ok the end of spring break wasn't that bad. I did get to skip two whole days of work. So I just stayed home and was a lazy bum. I love being a lazy bum!!!! Its so great. I got lots of sleep. Yay!
Yesterday I went to the movies with a few friends and went to go watch "Dawn of the Dead". It was pretty good. It was weird. After that I went to Denny's and then came back home. Thats pretty much all I did yesterday. I tried to convince a few friends to go see Soil with me in Austin because I want to see Soil in concert again. So I think I might have convinced at least two friends to go with me. Hopefully my parents will let me go I really want to go see Soil in concert.
I'm feeling a bit tired so I think I shall go to take a nap. I'll need to take a nap before classes at evil school begin tomorrow. Nooooo. I wish it was the summer. Grrrr. |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
serenedream's journal
tired